I just... guys, it's the longest single thing I've ever completed.

And just sitting here, staring at all the pages printed out? It's massive. It's this huge thick sheaf of papers, sitting on my bed being all... complete-like ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who commented on my last post. I'm a little too busy frantically working to comment back individually, but once I have a free minute... yeah.

Anyway. I just wanted to post this for posterity's sake.

( Indy Staff 2007 )

I'm a mess, guys. :\

Please, god, get me through this week.

I'm totally spamming at this point (and if you're only going to read one of my posts today, make it the one with fic in it). It is called I WILL NEVER FINISH MY SENIOR PROJECT EVER.

OH MY GOD, GUYS. OH MY GOD.

Ahem.

Um. Anyway.

I was just thinking back to the first time I saw Avenue Q. It was my first year of college and I went during a ( Read more... )

Still up working. Going to bed soon ( Read more... )

I'm not even joking. After having a very serious conversation with my mother about throwing my computer out a window and joining the circus ("What would you do in the circus? You don't have any circus talents. Would you clean up elephant poop?"), I refreshed LJ and found this and now my life is complete.

( embedded video file under the cut, but you should click it anyway and watch it. seriously. have i ever led you wrong before? )

I don't usually have dreams this vivid every time I go to sleep, but I can't shake these terrible, you know, failure dreams this week. They make me ten times more anxious and they make me actually not want to sleep. Which is, I guess, both good and bad. Good because then I have time to get more work done and bad because... well, I love sleep. A lot ( Read more... )

So, it's entirely possible I had a huge breakdown last night after I ate a pudding cup which was expired and spent the early morning hours throwing up and crying and missing my parents and thinking about what a huge, obnoxiously arrogant fuckup I am. And then I only got like, two hours of sleep and it was just awful and I seriously considered ( Read more... )

Guys, I have the stupidest major ever.

Why would I ever think this is a good idea?

I AM NEVER GOING TO GRADUATE.